Today is so great! Because ITR is over now and another burden is off my load now! ;D
Left with one last paper, hopes it will pass real fast and reach thursday in a second time. Really don't like the feeling of exams and common test. But who likes it anyway? The answer should be absolutely none. No one likes studying, exams and having tests.

Reached home after the paper and was online till now after my lunch. Feels great listening to MAYDAY'S song on the radio while reading ashin's blog. He finally updated this morning, before my paper. Tsk, i was using my phone on facebook that time. Should also have went to his blog so i can leave him first comment. He ususally will reply to comments posted on his blog but limited to those which are on the first page. Hope i'll have the chance someday. I think i'll be damn excited if he actually replies to me cause it's so connected. Your idol is actually talking to you!!

Okay, daydreaming in progress for the time being. It will definitely come true one day. (i hope)

I was listening to 你不是真正的快乐 when my phone rings which is the exact same some. How great can it be! HAHA. :D

And oh ya. I should go for MAYDAY'S concert in KL. So damn cool. Ting dang is there to be their guest singer. And each members also have their solo part. All this are not in the Singapore part. That's why it's worth going to all their concert because each is different.

If i have the money. I will definitely go to all their concert. Especially Hong Kong and Taiwan. What's more, i may even consider stalking them making it my profession. :P
I'm not kidding. Seriously, i really did thought about it and plan to execute my plan.

Went back to Sheng Siong, my working place after 3 months. The feeling is quite great especially get to see my ex-colleagues. At least they still remember my name, my face! I think they were quite surprised to see me there! Haha...

I'll like to be back at the place to work once again if i have the time. I don't actually mind. Cause i'll have a healthy life once again. Waking up every morning at 5.30am and sleeps at 9pm every night. It helps to get rid of my dark circles!

Well... But being back to the place certainly reminds me back of some memories. Some memories that i can't let go up till now. Truthfully, i really can't.You are still up in my head even if you are living your life happily now.All along, i've been trying to erase you out of my life but the memories i'll try to preserve it. Afterall, it's an experience i've been through!

YES! i'm totally obsessed with them. TOTALLY obsessed with MAYDAY! haha. Ever since i've attended their concert, i actually realise all along i've been loving their music but not those very supportive type.

Anyway, i'm suppose to study for my upcoming common test which is starting from next Saturday only! I really don't have the mood but i've managed to study a few chapter for each module EXCEPT ONE. ITR. I've totally no idea what to study for it. At least for the other 2, i can still predict their format.

Just can't wait for the common test to be over. After that, it will be holiday soon!!! Just can't wait for it to arrive. AND I MEAN IT! :)

It's a very quite Sunday. Every weekend, i'll wish i've an opportunity to read a storybook at a balcony and the surrounding being very quiet and peaceful. That's my ideal life for weekend. Since i feel it's a good day today, up till now, i've not touched on my revision. So what have I been doing for the past few hours??? Sorry, I can't resist it. I've been watching any videos relating on MAYDAY on Youtube. :P I even visited Ashin blog and his twitter. It feels as if I'm really connected with him. Although it isn't really this way, but I feel good knowing about his latest feelings.

They will be back in Singapore soon! 12 June which is only 2 saturday away. Hope i can see them but it's impossible. I do really hope to see their 3DNA concert movie in the theatre soon~

I know I'm left with ITR and BCOMM tutorial but I'm just not willing to get started on it. Especially BCOMM. Just as predicted, I know I'll not like BCOMM and I'm right. I know it's a good practice for my future but the question they are asking me to present just don't fit me. I have a lot to express but it's personal. It's all about my feelings about my life now. To be truth, I'm really tired. The fun i once have, the fun where i once enjoyed school has long gone. My secondary school days ain't coming back anymore. It's gonna enter the history of my life. I miss it and i kind of regret not really have fun with each and everyone. This can be my point for the presentation but there's not much to elaborate, the audience won't feel how I'm feeling now.

Recalling how am i looking forward to school everyday, don't bear missing school for a day and even during school holidays, i still feel school days are still the best. People, I miss you all. Every single one of you, you make up my secondary school life. Without you all, life will be bland, no joke, no fun.

Can't really explain how i feel now. The sense of loss perhaps. Once, we are a class together but now in poly, this feeling ain't that strong anymore because we get to move around on our own, in separate groups. We may talk but this don't give us the chance to really build up the friendship. Lesson in 4E1 was hilarious because we had a class clown. I remember sometimes i can laugh till I'm having stomache. Such person doesn't exist in my poly so-called class. We do laugh but to me, the real happiness is not there.

Will this feeling be back? I hope it does. I'm not getting use to it yet perhaps I've been through too much fun and now to me, this doesn't count anything to me.

Finally, now i understand what they mean by secondary school life is the best among years of schooling. People, do get in touch okay? I mean every single one who has played a part in my life. :)

Actually there's nothing much today. I feel neutral because it's finally Wednesday which i consider it as middle day of the week. Meaning, Friday is arriving soon. HOORAY!! :)

But i really enjoyed the feeling chatting with friends I've known for quite a few years. Although we're don't talk to each other back then but now this feeling is great. Currently, i still can't find it in poly. Chatted with yaode when walking out of school, bervyn and danshan. It feels good.

A point I've to agree about myself: I'm more use to a more familiar environment, people etc. Main point is FAMILIAR.

However, i hope i can change so life will be more interesting and fun. But i haven't find a way out yet... :/

I really do hope each day will be getting better and better. I'll like going to school and love the life.