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GREAT DAY!!

2010-06-08T16:40:00.003+08:00

Today is so great! Because ITR is over now and another burden is off my load now! ;D
Left with one last paper, hopes it will pass real fast and reach thursday in a second time. Really don't like the feeling of exams and common test. But who likes it anyway? The answer should be absolutely none. No one likes studying, exams and having tests.

Reached home after the paper and was online till now after my lunch. Feels great listening to MAYDAY'S song on the radio while reading ashin's blog. He finally updated this morning, before my paper. Tsk, i was using my phone on facebook that time. Should also have went to his blog so i can leave him first comment. He ususally will reply to comments posted on his blog but limited to those which are on the first page. Hope i'll have the chance someday. I think i'll be damn excited if he actually replies to me cause it's so connected. Your idol is actually talking to you!!

Okay, daydreaming in progress for the time being. It will definitely come true one day. (i hope)

I was listening to 你不是真正的快乐 when my phone rings which is the exact same some. How great can it be! HAHA. :D

And oh ya. I should go for MAYDAY'S concert in KL. So damn cool. Ting dang is there to be their guest singer. And each members also have their solo part. All this are not in the Singapore part. That's why it's worth going to all their concert because each is different.

If i have the money. I will definitely go to all their concert. Especially Hong Kong and Taiwan. What's more, i may even consider stalking them making it my profession. :P
I'm not kidding. Seriously, i really did thought about it and plan to execute my plan.

Feeling like going back to the past

2010-06-06T21:42:00.002+08:00

Went back to Sheng Siong, my working place after 3 months. The feeling is quite great especially get to see my ex-colleagues. At least they still remember my name, my face! I think they were quite surprised to see me there! Haha...

I'll like to be back at the place to work once again if i have the time. I don't actually mind. Cause i'll have a healthy life once again. Waking up every morning at 5.30am and sleeps at 9pm every night. It helps to get rid of my dark circles!

Well... But being back to the place certainly reminds me back of some memories. Some memories that i can't let go up till now. Truthfully, i really can't.You are still up in my head even if you are living your life happily now.All along, i've been trying to erase you out of my life but the memories i'll try to preserve it. Afterall, it's an experience i've been through!

MAYDAY!!!!!!

2010-05-30T15:58:00.002+08:00

YES! i'm totally obsessed with them. TOTALLY obsessed with MAYDAY! haha. Ever since i've attended their concert, i actually realise all along i've been loving their music but not those very supportive type.

Anyway, i'm suppose to study for my upcoming common test which is starting from next Saturday only! I really don't have the mood but i've managed to study a few chapter for each module EXCEPT ONE. ITR. I've totally no idea what to study for it. At least for the other 2, i can still predict their format.

Just can't wait for the common test to be over. After that, it will be holiday soon!!! Just can't wait for it to arrive. AND I MEAN IT! :)

It's a very quite Sunday. Every weekend, i'll wish i've an opportunity to read a storybook at a balcony and the surrounding being very quiet and peaceful. That's my ideal life for weekend. Since i feel it's a good day today, up till now, i've not touched on my revision. So what have I been doing for the past few hours??? Sorry, I can't resist it. I've been watching any videos relating on MAYDAY on Youtube. :P I even visited Ashin blog and his twitter. It feels as if I'm really connected with him. Although it isn't really this way, but I feel good knowing about his latest feelings.

They will be back in Singapore soon! 12 June which is only 2 saturday away. Hope i can see them but it's impossible. I do really hope to see their 3DNA concert movie in the theatre soon~

Procrastination

2010-05-02T20:54:00.002+08:00

I know I'm left with ITR and BCOMM tutorial but I'm just not willing to get started on it. Especially BCOMM. Just as predicted, I know I'll not like BCOMM and I'm right. I know it's a good practice for my future but the question they are asking me to present just don't fit me. I have a lot to express but it's personal. It's all about my feelings about my life now. To be truth, I'm really tired. The fun i once have, the fun where i once enjoyed school has long gone. My secondary school days ain't coming back anymore. It's gonna enter the history of my life. I miss it and i kind of regret not really have fun with each and everyone. This can be my point for the presentation but there's not much to elaborate, the audience won't feel how I'm feeling now.

Recalling how am i looking forward to school everyday, don't bear missing school for a day and even during school holidays, i still feel school days are still the best. People, I miss you all. Every single one of you, you make up my secondary school life. Without you all, life will be bland, no joke, no fun.

Can't really explain how i feel now. The sense of loss perhaps. Once, we are a class together but now in poly, this feeling ain't that strong anymore because we get to move around on our own, in separate groups. We may talk but this don't give us the chance to really build up the friendship. Lesson in 4E1 was hilarious because we had a class clown. I remember sometimes i can laugh till I'm having stomache. Such person doesn't exist in my poly so-called class. We do laugh but to me, the real happiness is not there.

Will this feeling be back? I hope it does. I'm not getting use to it yet perhaps I've been through too much fun and now to me, this doesn't count anything to me.

Finally, now i understand what they mean by secondary school life is the best among years of schooling. People, do get in touch okay? I mean every single one who has played a part in my life. :)

Found the sense of familiarity back

2010-04-28T22:12:00.002+08:00

Actually there's nothing much today. I feel neutral because it's finally Wednesday which i consider it as middle day of the week. Meaning, Friday is arriving soon. HOORAY!! :)

But i really enjoyed the feeling chatting with friends I've known for quite a few years. Although we're don't talk to each other back then but now this feeling is great. Currently, i still can't find it in poly. Chatted with yaode when walking out of school, bervyn and danshan. It feels good.

A point I've to agree about myself: I'm more use to a more familiar environment, people etc. Main point is FAMILIAR.

However, i hope i can change so life will be more interesting and fun. But i haven't find a way out yet... :/

I really do hope each day will be getting better and better. I'll like going to school and love the life.

Rewinding back the times...

2010-04-27T15:22:00.003+08:00

Am back here after nearly 1 year or to be precise, 10months. Well, i've to say, i definitely learn more things and experienced more. 悲欢离合也不例外.
From preparation of Olevel to the start and end of it. During this period of time, i only have one thought. That is, i will never want to repeat such experience in the future. This landed me up to where I am today, in NP, TRM. Hopefully the right choice but so far i still haven't feel a sense of regret for not choosing JC. At least this have proven to me that i'm right. :)

After O level was a total relief for me. Get to enjoy and prepared for PROM NITE. A night where i have a good time though it is not the most memorable event up till i attended MAYDAY 五月天 concert recently. It's also another story and experience for me too... Because the group was a random mix but even though i only know adeline and olivia for one night, i hope we can stay in contact and watch the next concert together!! XD Without you all, i don't think i will be so high. 阿信超帅！ps. thanks for lending us or me the lightstick when you all were the one who bought it. It's the only one which survived. ;)

Never had i thought the working experience especially my first job could leave such a deep impression and a lot of memories. I oftn wonder if i did not went for the interview, which i nearly thought of giving up, i won't be able to meet so many nice and friendly people at Sheng Siong who will treat. :D Perhaps i'm lucky. I think i am. All the cashiers, the guys like jiayu where we eventually chat quite often up on facebook, yong kiong 小强(i remember the KFC treat) and bernard - the big bully. Seriously, 我很庆幸能遇到你们更和你们交朋友.

Summary of my holidays

2009-06-26T22:12:00.003+08:00

I've decided to do a summary of what I've done during my holidays and perhaps reflect if I could have spent it wisely.

First 2 weeks of June holidays, lesson resume so nothing interesting.

Fun parts started from...

13 June Sat
Tuition as usual so nothing much actually.

14 June Sun
Went to church just for their celebrity weekend. Ended up quite early. Planned to go somewhere to have fun. At first decided on pool but don't really like that place so finally settled on badminton. Reached Sharon's house and stayed there for quite a while. We played her guitar, ate her chips, watermelon and drank some syrup that her mum brought back before going down to play badminton. Super hilarious. After badminton was basketball. All ends around 7pm plus and headed to the nearby market for dinner. Reached home 9pm plus and that day was really very tired.

15 June Mon
Had lunch with YiJun and LiYing at Swensens before going to Veron's house to do our CIP discussion. After discussion went down to play basketball.

16 June Tues
First day of our CIP!

17 June Wed
Tuition so nothing special about it but my teacher brought her chiwawa which shivers non-stop. When I carried him, I feel like carrying a vibrator. haha...

18 June Thurs
Badminton again with them.

19 June Fri
My Dad's birthday! Had dinner at IMM and was full till the next day.

20 June Sat
The long awaited shopping. Went to Far East and everything there was so cheap. YiJun and I spent 2hours for 1 storey. In the end we brought a lot because everything is really worth it. At the end of the shopping I spent the least although we brought equal number of items. My legs really ache after that.

21 June Sun
Oh, that's the day which I really get down to do my work but at that time, I totally had no idea what exactly are my homework. However, I managed to do some.

22 June Mon
CIP again!

23 June Tues
Tuition but before that went to Mac to study with DanShan since I can't really settle myself down at home with so many distractions. At least I've managed to finish the Bowen's paper section B. I mean majority.

24 June Wed
Badminton with YiJun and LiYing at YiJun's club. Now my arms and legs are aching. I'm really weak. My left arm don't have any strength to carry or hold anything.

25 June Thurs
Down to Orchard again but this time was with my Mum to do shopping using the voucher so didn't really spent a lot of money.

26 June Fri
Last day of CIP which is today.

Remaining 2 days? Think I will have to study a bit.

So did I have a fruitful holiday? Think so...
Since I've enjoyed so much now I will have to bear the consequences that is to work hard and study. No more complains. Hopefully, time will pass by very quickly.

Holidays, there you go...

2009-06-26T21:39:00.002+08:00

Few more days before holidays end. However, I'm going to use the remaining days to finish off all my homework which is chemistry paper and some revision. Kinda guilty that I didn't spend my holidays wisely to catch up with all those work. This means that when school reopens, it's going to be a tough time for me. More tests, homework. Hectic life.I even doubt that I will be able to have enough sleep. =P

Anw, it's the process and the life that I should enjoy in secondary school. I mean friends, CCA. So being the last year in this school, I should enjoy the rest of the few months. Right?
haha... =D

Today is the last day for our CIP at Red Cross Home for the Disabled. It's actually quite fun to interact with the residents there and playing the game, GUESS WHO,for the first time. Totally interesting. I didn't know it could be so nice to play with for me. If not wrong, we will go back after our O level finishes to continue interacting with them!

Okay, end of story for today. Don't think I will have any time to update in the future because I'm also quite lazy but I will try my best!

Back!

2009-06-15T23:14:00.002+08:00

Haven't been posting for a very long time.

Although it's holiday which is meant for us to revise and study, i'm currently pack with activities for almost every single day.

Tomorrow is cip. However, I'm very tired after being out for continuously ... days. Without my mum at home, i'm getting crazy; out for almost the entire day. =P

Luckily she's coming back tomorrow!!

Okay, gotta make things out of my mind now.
please, it shall not be what i think... hopefully!

GOODNIGHT!;D
I'M ALSO BUSY =)

Mixed

2009-04-19T16:34:00.003+08:00

I'm sick this week. =(
SYF and SA1 coming, i must stay strong! However many things are bugging me. Idk why, i can't help but to think about it more. This is bad.

People makes me feel better. THANKS for concerning if I'm feeling much better, advising me not to eat stuffs that will make it worse but i did not listen. =P
Giving me sweets that will at least relieve the pain of my throat. Lastly, encouragement to JIAYOUS for SYF!

They said my voice changed. OH NO!

Special THANKS for giving me the sweet but it's actually medicine meant for cough!!! I'm so touched cause not only gave me one but the whole thing which has not been opened before, specially for me. =)

YOU PEOPLE ARE GREAT!

Yes, great. I realised it's the words that hurt. I may be much better if I didn't heard it. You're the reason for it but not the cause.
Ironically, it's the closer one that's making it worse.

歌曲：如烟
歌手：五月天
专辑：后青春期的诗

我坐在床前
望着窗外回忆满天
生命是华丽错觉
时间是贼偷走一切

七岁的那一年
抓住那只蝉
以为能抓住夏天
十七岁的那年
吻过他的脸
就以为和他能永远

有没有那麽一种永远
永远不改变
拥抱过的美丽
都再也不破碎
让险峻岁月不能

在脸上撒野
让生离和死别都遥远
有谁能听见

我坐在床前
转过头看谁在沉睡
那一张苍老的脸
好像是我紧闭双眼
曾经是爱我的
和我深爱的
都围绕在我身边
带不走的那些
遗憾和眷恋
就化成最后一滴眼泪

有没有那麽一滴眼泪
能洗掉后悔
化成大雨降落在
回不去的街
再给我一次机会
将故事改写
还欠了他一生的
一句抱歉

有没有那麽一个世界
永远不天黑
星星太阳万物都
听我的指挥
月亮不忙着圆缺
春天不走远
树梢紧紧拥抱着树叶
有谁能听见

耳际眼前此生重演
是我来自漆黑
而又回归漆黑
人间瞬间天地之间
下次我又是谁

有没有那麽一朵玫瑰
永远不凋谢
永远骄傲和完美
永远不妥协
为何人生最后会像
一张纸屑
还不如一片花瓣
曾经鲜艳

有没有那麽一张书签
停止那一天
最单纯的笑脸和
最美那一年
书包里面装满了
蛋糕和汽水
双眼只有无猜和无邪
让我们无法无天

有没有那麽一首诗篇
找不到句点
青春永远定居在
我们的岁月
男孩和女孩都有
吉他和舞鞋
笑忘人间的苦痛
只有甜美

有没有那麽一个明天
重头活一遍
让我再次感受
曾挥霍的昨天
无论生存或生活
我都不浪费
不让故事这麽的后悔
有谁能听见
我不要告别

我坐在床前
看着指尖已经如烟

Counting down...

2009-04-19T01:45:00.002+08:00

Counting down:
2 more days to SYF!
Probably my last 2 practices. =(

WE WILL WORK HARD AND DO OUR BEST RIGHT? =)
LET'S JUST STRIVE OUR VERY BEST! Having been through so many months of practices just for that very moment, don't let your efforts put in be wasted. So let's aim for GOLD, ya? We can do it, JIAYOUS!!!

Being the last group to go for SYF, hopefully we can end it with a LOUD BANG! =D

Better!

2009-03-28T23:06:00.002+08:00

Feel much better today. Or rather now. =)

Overslept for my nap. Now I've to finish up the situational writing and if can, also the oral work. I've tried to do a lot of work today. I guess. Tried the vector wks, chemistry wks and jian bao. Mostly is those homework given for this weekend.

Tomorrow shall focus on revising. Either for tests or SA1.
I hope everyone can make it for tomorrow.

Back to work...

Buzz...

2009-03-27T23:07:00.002+08:00

This week is finally coming to an end, such a hectic week. Homework are piling up, more and more that I can hardly cope with it now.
I MUST LEARN TO PRIORITISE. I must cope with my tiredness, homework, test and lastly CCA.

I've been staying up late almost everyday of this week. There are still many that should have been done during the holiday and is now still left untouched. Am i ever going to finish the whole pile up? I doubt.

I must really not give up at this point of time. I'm trying hard.

Few more weeks to SYF AND SA1. Time is definitely not enough. GOSH!

It's not that I'm pig but I really need to take a nap. I'm tired. I never be able to get enough sleep. Mum is complaining that I'm getting up earlier and earlier in the morning. Fact is, i reach school early to finish up all my homework. I'm not playing. Of course, i wish i can...

Don't know why, I realise when i stayed up to finish up my homework, it's always turn out useless. Cause the teachers don't need it. WASTED! It's not only once, but many. Especially during this week.

Guess I'm going to spend the whole of Sunday studying with my group of friends. Hope that I can really concentrate and don't end up chatting. So I should spend the whole of tomorrow for CO and homework. There's 3 tests next week!

SA1 getting nearer, time is really precious. Must make good use of it and try my best to revise whenever I'm free. Can't believe SA1 is just 3 days after SYF. Will i have the time? Hopefully...

I think I need some confidence.

Hectic

2009-03-23T23:11:00.002+08:00

I'm so busy this week. Try to fit everything into my schedule but in the end i will have to sacrifice some.

Totally in sleepy mode for the whole of today. Can't even bear with it during SS lesson, almost doze off. Luckily here soon comes recess. Time pass very fast after that.

Until CO, can't help but tried to have a small nap when my instrument is not needed. When i put my head against my instrument, one hand holding it, THIS IS THE MOST DANGEROUS THING! It almost slip off my hand when I nearly really sleep. Got hold of it just in time and it's not that obvious to others. If not it will be a disaster, imagine this happening in front of the conductor. GOSH!

Reach home near 7pm, very tired and fall on my bed till 8pm. Wake up, do some necessary things. Now here i am, tired again.

GOOD NIGHT! =)

Infuriate

2009-03-21T19:02:00.002+08:00

Tons of English homework is making me to hate English more. Especially when I've no idea at all. While I'm doing, I get more irritated.

All the best for my English result then. L1. Gosh, can I even make it. It seems to deteriorate more.

Stuck

2009-03-21T16:55:00.002+08:00

Sudden lost count of days. I thought today is Sunday when I woke up this morning, having a mindset of must finish up all my holiday homework by today. Till I switched on the television than I realise that it is still Saturday, there's still time.

Until now I'm still quite unsure what day is today. Saturday/Sunday? Perhaps it is holiday, everyday looks the same to me. As slack as weekend. That is why I have this misconception.

Math half done. English just starting to work on it. First worksheet that I come across, I already don't know how to do. Chinese TYS, finally 1 more exercise and I will be able to catch up with her pace. Had been owing her too much. =P

Time seriously flies! SUPER ULTRA FAST. Hahaha...
And here goes my holiday. Guess how have i spend it?

MONDAY -- CO practice
TUESDAY -- Lessons, Vivo
WEDNESDAY -- Lessons, Sentosa
THURSDAY -- CO practice
FRIDAY/SATURDAY/SUNDAY -- Studies T.T

Well spend? Actually wanted more but I'm holding on to my craving.

SHERRY can finally receive my message! Actually not finally, is all along. Just that something went wrong in between.
AT LAST! XD

completed

2009-03-16T23:17:00.002+08:00

2 Chem SPA skill 3 worksheet completed. Half done in CO, in between have some discussions with the others.

Should call that I've dedicated the whole of today for CO(mostly). I enjoyed it! Especially the committee photo after the practice. Super hilarious. First time I'm sitting in front. I've totally no idea how to sit.

I think the photo turn out quite well. The informal shot is really very cool and funny.
Finally the photo is taken! =)

There's school tomorrow. 8am?!

HISTORY DONE!

2009-03-15T18:33:00.002+08:00

I've finally completed my history sbq which is due on FRIDAY. Today is Sunday. =P
Vivian and I were feeling kinda guilty and yesterday, since she's one of the teacher in charge, we tried to avoid her.

Yesterday CO was quite interesting, i should say. Being able to have a preview of the other school SYF pieces. Overall, somehow I'm a bit nervous while waiting for our time to performance. I really have no confidence at all. When the part which I'm not quite completely sure had passed, i feel totally relaxed. PHEW~

THANKS FOR THE JUNIORS HELPING TO CARRY THE SUPER ULTRA HEAVY INSTRUMENT. REALLY APPRECIATED IT!!!
cause i can understand how tough it is.

Just came back from mac, was doing history together with Veron. Half chat and do. Meanwhile it was raining heavily outside. Luckily when we've finished, it's only drizzling and so I'm still able to walk back.

Tsk, Veron and I missed the chance of seeing YiJun because when we came down, she has already boarded the bus. =.=

Reviving in progress..

2009-03-13T23:08:00.003+08:00

I'm here to revive this blog. How many months have I not been up here? Roughly around 3, I think.

School holiday is starting soon but what term should i specifically use is intensive lesson/homework. Piles of it are already building especially English. Looking at a brighter side, just hope that it will help me improve my English.

Gotten back the result slip for this term, my sciences are disappointing. English as usual, is always not that good and I failed. Mainly due to common test. Chinese, will have to buck up a little bit more. I want at least an A so that I will not have to retake. Frankly speaking, it's a torturous subject.

I want to spend my holidays wisely! I want at least some time to do what I've always craving for. Shopping, kbox-ing and lots more... But do I have the time for all that? Hopefully the trip for this Sunday will be on! =)

Free days during holidays: FRIDAY
So sad, that is my only day left. Shall catch up with all my work during holidays too...

I realise that it's not that simple afterall. Am I so gullible to think that everything is just out of concern. All I can say is that, "Yes, i'm being tricked and cheated but i really feel nothing about this at all. Your act is great."
Thanks for warning me. You make me have a second look and i think there is really a probability. So, I'm just curious and wondering: WHAT'S YOUR MOTIVE?

Who else can I trust?

oh man...

2009-01-05T23:32:00.002+08:00

Should have been sleeping during this time but is addicted to the computer, surfing around the net. =.=

And guess what i think is the hottest event recently among schools?
OPEN HOUSE! JC/POLY OPEN HOUSE...
Heard it almost everywhere, today career talk, radio, net, flyer, television.
My friend ask me to visit her school innova, but SORRY! No time.
And i think...
NVM.

This Thursday another poly open house to go. Singapore Poly.

Anw today career talk is fun, enjoyable.
I'M A DOMINANT S. Actually find it quite true like explaining about my character. But is true! Especially my fear is loss of security or something??!!

HEART OF ISPL tomorrow...
Why still bother over this which is like half a year have already passed.
And i wonder what we are doing.

Finally, i seriously need to sleep already! BYE BYE! =)

first day of school

2009-01-02T23:38:00.002+08:00

Today school is... School tour is like walking round and round. Anw, ended with a math remedial.
Yes, i'm still in a holiday mood. Didn't finish off the math and went off since 大YiJun is waiting.

Begin to agree that close friends don't really have any topic to chat on phone/msn. Mostly face to face.

Anw, that is like nothing else to talk. And the hot topic for today, "what are you going to wear on monday?"

2009

2009-01-01T18:33:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
It's 2009. Tomorrow school. Totally can't believe it. I'm still in holiday mood. Really. Cause tomorrow going k with 大YiJun! Have good memories in the last month of 2008. So shall keep in my mind and let those unhappy things out of my mind.

It's 2009, no more thinking about those bad/unhappy thing in 2008.
A new beginning.

I'm enlighten this morning by my new 2009 calendar. Super nice and cute cause it's all the cartoons of mr happy, miss little naughty etc... Can choose to put the character that represents me for the day.

Saw this quoting on mr happy, representative for january.
"Don't worry, be happy!"

Yup, a new year, new day of 2009, first day of 2009, new beginning for this year! So why am i still thinking about that?
I'm trying not to. No! Should be i should not.

HAPPY GIRL! =)

Last post

2008-12-31T18:47:00.002+08:00

This should be the last post for this year, 2008. I think it will be very long...

School walk was that normal, chit chat all the way. Principal's words is scary, "TOMORROW we will conduct the official school tour."
Luckily, it's only a mistake. Perhaps she's too enthu =)
Didn't expect CO meeting to end so soon. Reach home early, sleep. People should know that i'm not that kind of waking up as early as 6am even during the holidays! My timing is sleep at 2am, wake up at 11.30am. That's why i always need people to call/sms or last resort, alarm(if i can hear).

Let's do a reflection of this year:
Knows a lot of things, people. Coincidence, fate? People's words. Tooooo much to say, but i shall keep it in my heart.

Need somebody to talk to now.
Thought of 2 people, but nah, they are bestie. I trust them they won't say but it's weird telling them about they themselves. But i'm still curious between... Can i ask?
you always don't talk too much about your things

Maybe that day i should have went for it. Nvm, things have past, but thinking carefully it's just a trivial matter. After reading her blog, somehow, i don't know why, i don't feel good.

I think i'm selfish, i don't like my close/best friends being close to another people and not letting me know. It makes me wonder.

But "HAVE YOU TAKEN ME AS YOUR CLOSE FRIENDS?"
for like it have been so many year?
we only use to talk occasionally, but more recently.

Now, i'm really confuse. Telling myself not to...
(应该)是错觉在搞鬼

schooling soon...

2008-12-27T22:32:00.002+08:00

How i wish holidays can be longer. Just a few more days, less than 10 days to be precise. I've completely give up on SS ispl, can't pull myself down to do it. Seriously can't believe the whole package is on sbq, i super hate doing it.

Anw, timetable is out. Find the class name super lame. 4E Enterprise. I think i will take a lot of time writing it. And it's very complicated to differentiate the class, at least to me.

I'm gonna be enjoying my last few days of holidays, for the last time. Next year, everyone is going to strive hard in studies! I can't wait for next year after Os...

packed day

2008-12-21T16:43:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a packed day for me. Perhaps not really cause i didn't choose to meet at 9am in the morning as i said that i still need to sleep nor at 3pm afternoon because i need to prepare for lessons.

I know this are all excuse, mainly i really don't want to go and meet you just to pass to you your things. Anw, soon. Remember what you've promised.

Seems like the people around me is either leaving to other countries for holidays or just came back. At least you're back now and am glad you sent me that sms!

SO yesterday evening was a little rush of time, GUZHENG lesson ends at 5.45pm but meeting CO peeps 6pm at bb mrt. Thought of skipping my dinner but thankfully, danshan sent me an sms during lesson saying that she will help me to buy a bread. So thoughtful! THANK YOU!!! =)

Rushed over to keat hong concert, luckily was on time...
ahahaha...
saw that mr tan, my senior at the entrance like doorman checking tickets. He performed a duet, PRO! So both mr tan were there performing. LOL.
Overall the concert was okay, and i find that guy plays erhu very nice.

After that, went to Bugis to eat sushi. Cause it's closing soon, so was on promotion. Such a long time since i last ate sushi. Train-ed back and reach home around 11pm. Sleepy...

TELL YOU A FUNNY JOKE!
DanShan said STARBUCKS as STARHUB!
Laugh till i can't stop. First time hearing this. ahaha...

that's what people said

2008-12-17T22:43:00.004+08:00

Why are you so clever? I rarely see you do your homework!

I don't know how many times i've heard this during this holidays. Many people told me this. Yes, I know. But to this question, i also don't know why. I'm not boosting, kays?
But when you need help, i don't mind helping! =)

That day played pool was very nice. First time playing and i think is super tyco. That far i also can get it in and... i aim for it to go into that hole but in the end it went into the other. =.= even i myself didn't know about it, i've already give up and turn walk back. LOL.

Anyway, i don't know why, but this holiday i'm really very busy. Ever since i'm back from malaysia. I DON'T MIND CAUSE IT'S FUN!!!

6 Amethyst BBQ @ East Coast Park

2008-12-13T12:39:00.004+08:00

The BBQ was on 10th December so late post about it. Anw, that day was a super ultra tiring day for us. Especially the organisers. Cause early in he morning LiWei, Bryan and XuShao will have to come to my house to help carry those food and stuffs to XuShao's house to do the marinating of food.
And... thanks for the call to tell me defrost the food, if not i will oversleep again.

Anw, i'm the one that's always late BUT IS NOT THE LATEST! GUESS WHO IS!haha...

Overall, the process quite fun. And btw, it's not a easy job after all. Such a long time didn't meet them, everyone did change a lot.
So now let the pictures do the talking. But there's indeed not much at of it =P

the girls =D

the whole group of us but not everyone went =(

wahaha... funny shot =)

I NEED $$

2008-12-09T23:33:00.003+08:00

Everyone owes me money. Plenty, cause i all spend it on stuffs that people will return the money. However, i doubt. I almost use finish my savings. Silly me.

Heh... Tomorrow hope can get back. =) And, after this few weeks, i think we know how expensive the calls on handphone is. I am complaining, and not only me.

Please the stupid I LOVE YOU message, is super irritating. I don't REPLY ANY!

Currently chatting with tomorrow 6 amethyst main organiser, liwei. AND ahem... *things cannot say*, she is seriously very 'humorous'. YUP, your drawings...! I think only she knows what i'm talking about.

Anw, i've a lot to say about the outing yesterday to GIANT to buy bbq stuffs, the usual 5. Especially, the entire group. Can say the group goes for scandals and its within the 5 of us. ARGH!

933 playing 下雨天. When was the last time i listen to it? Now my favourite song is my blog song. =)

Overall, this week is a very busy week, pack everyday to go out and do things. Btw today actually 1 task but urgent things pop out for me to spend money, and i've to go and pay for it?! NO CHOICE...

lol

i'm finally back

2008-12-03T21:55:00.002+08:00

Yup, i'm back from malaysia. Super ultra TIRED. Currently busy doing my draft for CO stuffs. Phone credit only left $8++ whereby i've $38++ at the beginning. 1 sms sent from there charge $1. Incredible. But now i still continue to sms. =P

Yes, change my ugly previous skin. This is BLUE. I love BLUE! =)

at least we meet again

2008-11-22T23:42:00.002+08:00

CO as usual on Saturday. Last practice at CCK. Saw the new school pictures on facebook. Can't believe it's the school cause it looks totally like a HDB block, AND i MEAN SERIOUSLY.

Surfing internet while doing physics ispl. Now left with the last piece of the physics ispl left uncompleted. And please this is not the end of it. I just complete 3 out of don't know how many. Btw those are the teachers which want us to complete before holiday starts. So seems like i really slack a lot this whole week. =)

2 more days to exam.
3 more days to be back in malaysia. HAPPY/SAD? idk

FRANKLY SPEAKING, I'M REALLY HAPPY TODAY!!! XD

i don't like this skin

2008-11-20T17:31:00.003+08:00

Spent the whole afternoon to make this skin. Don't really like, but don't know why i still use it?! Perhaps because of the effort that i've used on it.

Release of psle result today! Still haven't heard of the highest among singapore yet. Maybe i shall watch the news later on.

I thought today is friday. =.=
A week is going to be over. So fast this means holidays is getting lesser. Maybe monday after exam can go out! =D Tuesday travelling back to malaysia...

Busy

2008-11-17T23:04:00.002+08:00

Intensive Guzheng practice shall start today. Next monday is once again the annual exam. Quite worried for myself. Hope i can do better then last time. JIAYOUS ^.^

Next tuesday will be going back to malaysia le. Think gonna be there around 2 weeks. Better bring my ispl along to occupy my time. It's always boring over there, generation gap between cousins. All is like working, perhaps only few that i'm close to. Pathetic right?

Shall spend my time wisely in singapore for this week. Started none of the ispl but only those that needed to be handed up before holiday.

Anw, i think this is the few posts for the holiday as i'm quite lazy and my everyday life is nothing as interesting as yours. =)

last day in toh tuck campus =(

2008-11-13T22:32:00.002+08:00

Totally can't believe that time flies, 3 weeks of holiday supplementary is finally over. I totally can't believe that out of those 3 weeks, i'm late on the last day! Woke up at 7.30am and was shock when i looked at the clock. In the end reached shool before the teacher came in. Cause he said that he was also stucked in some sort of jam. So unlucky...

After school took photo with 大Yijun to capture the memories in this school. Thanks to Sohee camera and i think i shall try to get the photos from her someday.

I think i will miss this campus. Where all the memories holds. Many things happened, many memories and those people that i knew. Once i step out of this school, i think i wouldn't be back to that place anymore. i wouldn't be able to take 77 or 77a everyday whereby mostly is our school students, like our school bus you know.

Anw,tomorrow going to make ic lor! And holiday is STARTING~! YAY!=)

can't wait for tomorrow!

2008-11-12T22:34:00.002+08:00

Can't believe so fast. 3 weeks of holiday supplementary is going to be over very soon! i'm going to be super high...!

Today lesson ended at 1.30. Others ended at 12.30. But nvm, after that still got committee meeting.For like around half an hour? Then search for DanShan. She actually said she don't want to have lunch. But later when i reached the 77 bus stop, she called and said she want. =.=

Gossip while eating. Opps. =P i knew a lot of stuffs that shock me. but there's something that disgust me.EWW...

Reach home and be a pig again, then went out for dinner.

Currently, i chionged finish my last chinese compo!!! I'm soooo happy =). And is talking to limin on facebook where we have msn but didn't use it?!hahaha...
Viewed the sec 1 photos on facebook. Everyone change a lot. Is really A... LOT! Especially the guys. Now they ae like super tall liao. Taller than the girls which is like DUH, definitely. =D

WOOTS~! 1 more day!
and as you know i'm really counting down...

As usual...

2008-11-09T15:56:00.002+08:00

SUNDAY! As usual, the day to complete all my homework but i doubt if i will be able to finish the chinese compo. Hope so! ;D

Seriously, i feel like slacking. Or rather yes, i'm doing it now. Later on, i shall go back to my work.

AMATH ISPL half chiong finished. Left TYS. Think that i shall be able to hand up on Wednesday!
1 more chinese compo to go! But i don't feel like doing it anymore.
Geography test to be study! Which apparently i haven't even started.

GOING OUT LATER, AT NIGHT!!! =)
it's quite weird that i don't feel hungry till now whereby the last time i ate was 11am this morning for my breakfast. Shall i eat?

OH and btw...,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIMIN!

ps: i don't know why i been thinking a lot about the past recently. It's like really deep back into the past olden days. hmm...

SUPER TIRED

2008-11-07T22:14:00.002+08:00

Really feel like falling onto my bed upon reaching home. CO packing was super, ultra tiring. No words to describe.

Just hope that tomorrow i have enough energy from morning till around evening(?) And I have to bring lots of CO stuff that is now currently in my house to there tomorrow. Quite a lot.

Gonna go and try to pack all into my bag.
Gonna sleep early today.

LATE POST!

2008-11-06T21:27:00.003+08:00

Late post on my long gone birthday. Thank you many many people that had wish me either before, during or after. THANKYOU! =)

Roughly who had wish me: Sebastian(during camp and on my birthday), WenTing, Limin, 大YiJun, Veron, SinPei, LiYing, cousinssss, YanJie, Akshaya, WanXuan, Clara, SerHiang, ShaoLun, Sherry...

AND LASTLY... PRESENTS!
DanShan forgot all about my birthday and a few more tooooo...
SADDED =( T.T
but they claimed that they will still give presents!!! =)

Today CO quite slack cause went to print things, in the end ended up in general office, sitting there enjoying air con while mrs toh help to print. Seated around 15min, plainly watching the teachers walking around. Even the TA asked me what am i here for?! =.=

Yesterday CO packing. Was tiring.
Today CO practice. Okay, okay.
Tomorrow CO packing AGAIN?! Will feel tired again?
Saturday practice at CCK. Must wake up early!
CONTINUOUS 4 DAYS OF CO ACTIVITIES??? Nvm, cause the process is quite fun! =)

Saturday shall be a very busy day, continuous rushing from place to place.

I HAVEN STARTED ANY ISPLs YET! Well, perhaps only geography.
Mrs Goh want AMath ISPL in by next Wednesday. Haven't started, no time, how???

Liying: Yup, few more minutes, seconds...
Veron: Too bad, you give me the right to.
Wenting: THANK YOU!!! =)
Limin: BINGO!!!
Veron: =D

pure coincidence?

2008-10-31T22:22:00.002+08:00

Actually we don't have to come to school today since all our teachers didn't come. However, chemistry and physics were being swap for maths and social studies.

we have 2hrs of free period which is like very shiok. Cause since morning, i've been thinking how i am i going to make time past faster. Seems like it past faster when i play psp again! Me and veron somehow addicted. Took turns to play and evey time, it was me who always play till battery flat.

After school went to JE for geography book. Took bus along with veron, sherry, jiayi and angeline. But jiayi and angeline alight earlier to go to JE library. So sherry, veron and me walk to the popular at JE MRT station. Guess who we saw??

We saw Rooban ANDDD... J ahem ahem J...
Pure coincidence? SUCH A COINCIDENCE!
Veron like super malu, cover her face. haha... The only words i can think to say is 有缘啦！

Later went together to IMM. Wait for the shuttle bus super long. Cause i don't feel like walking under the hot sun with my super heavy stuffs.

After we reach, went mac to have lunch and went DAISO to shop while veron gets her things. Went home and sleep till late evening, near to 7pm.

Although many people tell me tomorrow my birthday leh, but i feel nothing.

Sinpei gave me a giraffe mug in advance, i like it cause it also my favourite animal.
Veron say she's going to give ruler. Cause mine... heehee
Clara say she's gong to buy me a G2 pen. But i seldom use G2 sia.

Anw, this blog song, 你不是真正的快乐 is starting to be my favouriteee song!

你是不是真正的快乐？

2008-10-30T21:53:00.003+08:00

I really don't know what to do. Was at lost. Just somehow. =/
Started to go blog hopping around again.

Many things ran through my mind, my feelings and opinions. But i just can't say to anyone. I wanted to blog it out. 算了吧! Cause it will be those words that hurts and affect people. Keeping it to myself is also not very comfortable.
Perhaps the only one that i can talk to will be the one that i've know for a very long time.

Now i need to talk. Go somewhere. With someone i am comfortable with. i really need to relax. but i wonder when will it be??? SOON...?

Luckily today eefeng let me play her psp for the whole of co practice. Make my day at least a little better. Cause i only need to concentrate all my energy to that small little thing. Ignore the surrounding.

Seriously i'm not in a good mood now. I can scold people when i'm not feeling good. Especially to those close one. 埋在心里的事实在不好受.
Don't just think that if i smile my mood for today will be a pretty one. Cause i can say most of the time i'm only wearing a smile to entertain people.

Of course, i begin to agree with this song's lyrics. Totally very meaningful. 你是真正的快乐吗？

歌词：歌曲:你不是真正的快乐
歌手:五月天

人群中哭着
你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会
梦或痛或心动了
你已经决定了
你已经决定了

你静静忍着
紧紧把昨天在拳心握着
而回忆越是甜
就是越伤人了
越是在手心留下
密密麻麻深深浅浅的刀割

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳

这世界笑了
於是你合群的一起笑了
当生存是规则
不是你的选择
於是你含着眼泪
飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞的走着

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯
完全的癒合
我站在你左侧
却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾
一直到老了
然後才後悔着

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯
完全的癒合
我站在你左侧
却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾
一直到老了

你值得真正的快乐
你应该脱下
你穿的保护色
为什麽失去了
还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让悲伤
全部结束在此刻
重新开始活着

A post?

2008-10-29T21:52:00.003+08:00

YOU SHOULD BE THINKING THAT FINALLY THERE'S A NEW POST RIGHT?lol.

Anw, i know there's been a long time that i haven't blog. So let me start with the CO camp.
It's was fun, a lot of things that we committee have to do to run the camp. Was glad that both double bass senior came for the camp!!! =) Super ultra fun during the last practice on Sunday. Sebestian senior join in with us for combined practice. It such a long time since we can practice like last time again le...

Today after school went to WM to get geography textbook. Since i'm super hungry once we reached WM, we rushed for KFC. We were super full after eating. Btw veron, miss randomn's randomness really shock me.
After eating went for popular. Unluckily, the last book was sold. Think that i will now have to get sherry to do me a favour, to help me get the book.

Tomorrow i think shall be the last CO practice in the current school.

Sudden craving to eat char siew mian. Suden craving to go to airport to study?! Or just walk round cause i haven't been to the 3rd terminal. idk

k-box again this friday? Not sure yet. but hope so! ;D

Talking

2008-10-13T20:12:00.002+08:00

I changed a new song! Although i not like it as much as the previous song but it's also nice cause xia yu tian is getting more common among many people blog.

Today lesson is rather very boring. Double math... Talk all the way through math and was being called a few times to stop talking.Especially me and veron.=P In the end still continue. It was raining btw, so can't even hear her. But i will tried to talk lesser cause i know that i really like sto talka lot especially during amth lesson. Just don't know why. =/

CO was kind of better cause it's combine practice. However, it's also kind of irritated with people giving a excuse that i find it super ultra lame. Don't really believe in it though.

Still left with many things. Like always cannot be finished. Sometimes people will not feel good when others help you to do what you are taking care after. Of course, i also does feel a little unhappy, felt like being ps.

Nvm, it's just a trivial matter. I shall carry on with my HAPPY HAPPY life~! =D
People, you too... ;D
blah blah blah, living happily ever after... blah blah

Getting sick of computer

2008-10-12T22:37:00.003+08:00

Finally finished my geo essay for which i've been dragging it since friday. Didn't really have the mood to do though. But still have to do. I think that our class is the few of most classes that gets homework that fast.

Anw, don't bother asking me about my results. Cause i know that this word will spoil everybody mood. So if you want to know, i will just say overall i passed.

Of course, everyone must work hard and strive your very best at the next coming exams. Especially next year O level~! JIAYOUs...

I tried to surf around the net, bloghopping. But i realised that i can't do much with computer besides what most people do, msn(which i also do) and play games. Getting sick of it. What can i do with it?

Tomorrow another school day and my aunt just went back to malaysia again... Aww... When shew as here, it was quite fun, accompanied her around to shop. I think that now she's back, i will have to return to my study mood, which i don't feel like. I'm gonna to go out more often.

CO proposal haven't complete yet. Still need discussion with other ic and ms lin. We still need to prepare those necessary stuffs. SS file pass up tomorrow or what? I haven't file in properly yet.

Seems like there's a lot of thing to do. I shall go now...
BYE BYE! =)

veron: doesn't make a differance anyway... =.=
liying: yup, can understand. It's very clear! =)
huiwen: of course lah! 2e1'o7 rocks to the utmost~!!
limin:agree, really rockkksss! looking forward to next outing! ;D
deRrick: RELINKED

2e1'o7 SENTOSA TRIP ROCKS~!

2008-10-08T21:04:00.004+08:00

2E1'o7 SENTOSA TRIP ROCKssss~!

oh ya, picture taken from limin blog, thx arh! =)
As told by huiwen to blog about the trip, i shall really blog about it.

HUIWEN: words cannot describe how fun this trip was!

Anw, i shall elaborate more on the trip cause it was really fun+tiring. I think everybody agrees right?

Met at 9.30 and by coincidence, saw yijun in that exact cabin that me, yanjie and wanxuan is going to take. Reached there and waited for sohee who had overslept but it's not very long.

Fred is really poor thing, reached sentosa but couldn't find us cause was told the wrong beach! hahaha... On the way back home, he kept telling me how pitiful he is wondering around the beach, trying to find us.
All i can say is don't ever try to oversleep and this will be the consequences.

On the way to siloso beach we occupy the whole of the first half of the tram! Reached, and everyone played their own games. Frisbee, volleyball, soccer...

We girls played with beach ball in volleyball style but the person at the rental store lent us for free =) Maybe we look pathetic without a proper kind of ball to play with...

Afternoon the sand was really super duper hot, everyone went to the sea. Unluckily, limin was being pushed in and liying being dragged in by the guys.

After lunch went to take the skyride and luge. Both were super exciting, especially the luge down with many bends. $6 was indeed really very cheap. Next time must play again! ;D

Returned back to the beach and continue playing basketball with a group of unknown guys later on. The game was funny some parts cause those guys tried to block the girls from scoring.

Went back around 6+pm. Later left the group and went off with yanjie, yijun and fred to take bus. yanjie went off by herself to take 963 and the rest took 188. Talked all the way, and yijun and fred gang up when i was about to alight. They make me an odd one out and chased me off. you good... jkjk lah~!

Wished there will be more of such trips with 2e1'o7!

2 more papers!

2008-09-30T16:26:00.002+08:00

Finally, there's just another 2 more papers to go! Can't believe that time had past so fast and every night, I've been struggling with various subjects till late night!

I can rest now! For 2 days... Bio people, all the best studying!

After next monday, I will be free! Free of textbooks!hahaha... And after exam yijun promise me to teach me piano =D

Oh well, came home early today and decided to sleep. In the end I can't and I think that I just stay in the bed for 1 hour without going into sleep. Maybe I did but just only a very short while.Wonder why am i so energetic since i sleep at midnight yesterday. hmm...

Came online after my short nap and went to watched CELLULAR on TUDOU.com. I think it's quite nice but always watch halfway andstuck there so didn't managed to finish the whole movie. And it's just a english version of the new movie CONNECTED.

I'm looking forward to this friday cause I will get to watch! Cause after watching the english version, i'm so looking forward and want to see how different are both going to be!

why am i here?!

2008-09-14T18:21:00.002+08:00

Why am i here to blog? Seriously, i also dk. To kill time perhaps...
Meanwhile waiting for my things to be downloaded.
Also another reason, I can't concentrate, I can't study!

In my room, I feel like sleeping, keep yawning. In living room, tempeted to watch tv. Sigh, pathertic right? Where can I go. The only thing that I can do is to force myself down to study.

Till now, only manage to study a few chapters of Chemistry and Physcis. At least some revision done right? I'm glad.

ONE more week to SA2...

After that, I will be free!! At least for a while~ and I'm looking forward to the day where I don't have to revise so many chapters for various subject!

Ps: I know it's a bit tooooo early to say these cause there's another 3 more weeks...

limin: yup it is! me too, me too. Super nice right? xD
wx: ya lor, super long liao lor! when was the last time you tagged? Hmm...
MaTt Lim: haha... thx =) I also got tag your blog!

Again another slack day

2008-09-05T22:48:00.002+08:00

Went out early today till night. Super tired. Also sleep a while when bus-ing.

Oh ya, just now when i was deciding what to buy from starbucks, the lady introduce some to us. Suddenly the uncle behind her gave us 2 cups for sample. Not too small but also not too big. At least the amount is much more than those normal sample that you will get! Mocha so nice. I didn't know that starbucks give free sample?

When i was sitting there, i saw the uncle give a customer 2 cups of dunno what for FREE!!! It is not sample but is exactly the amount that i bought it for $5.50. 2 cups means $11! The uncle like very hor! Next time must go there more often to get free drinks! Just joking lah! =D

Anyway, it is not that i guess that the uncle gave the customer for free. Cause he talk too loudly le lah! =)

Yesterday CO was cool, after helping out the people from outside with stock taking since they need to check, all committee member went to the coffee shop behind for lunch. Cause meeting time is 12pm, who would have eaten their lunch by that time right?

All around 15 people(?) walked together to the coffee shop. So cool! LOL.Miss Lin super nice, treat all of us drinks! =)) As usual CO practice is always ____. That usual lor!

There's still a heap of homework piling on my desk?! T.T
Can anyone help me finish? heehee...

what can i say?

2008-09-02T22:23:00.002+08:00

woke up 7.30AM today adn thought there was CO stuff to do so have to get to school early. In the end when DanShan and I rushed to school, Miss Lin from her expression can know that something is not right. They got the date wrongly! Waste my time so early wake up. T.T Nvm, luckily there's remedial afterwards.

Time passed very fast with remedial. Went to MW to have lunch and when we were planning to go home, somehow me and SinPei ended up in Mac to do our homework! Bravo right? Haha...

Super many people over there doing their work lor! Is like the entire 2nd floor of Mac is for people to do their work while the 1st floor is for eating. Gana tempted by the food cause of the smell, almost thought of buying. But heh, I did not!

Money saved! ;D

Came home and continue to chiong homework cause I realise that I really have lots to do. Chemistry, history sbq, numerous maths/amaths paper, revison and...

While I was continuing on my maths paper, guess what I smell? I smell mac smell. Was thinking who eat mac the smell so strong and you know what? Just now the mac smell now is on my paper. And this's the 2nd time.

I have to wake up early tomorrow to complete all work and rest of it for maybe revision? Hmm... idk
I shall also continue some now and meanwhile find some video and watch! =)

Good night~!

Relax

2008-09-01T11:54:00.003+08:00

I feel so relax today! No school, less pressure and I don't have to rush all my homework. I can take my own time, understand the topic and complete all necessary things.

How I wish the holiday can be longer. Cause this holiday is too short, I'm gonna to look forward to the end of year holiday. Although there will be a few more extra weeks for the sec 3s to stay back.

*SIGH*

Tomorrow have to reach school before 9am?! T.T
After that have remedial straight till 12 noon. Gonna to be tiring.

I find that I can't really tell myself to study at home. I feel like going out. Cause there will always something that I can't forget and that I will think about.

12 noon le. My neighbourhood the big clock ring again. Another new month. Those things that had happened maybe exaggerating to others but to me, you can't believe that such a thing will happen till you experience it.

Those that had happened is real but it all looks like a dream now. Even I saw from far now I'm still not sure. I doubt, if it had once happened before.

Anyway, this song is nice but it's quite short. Left 2 more episode of the heart of greed to chiong. Shall chiong later, the show super nice! Got to know about this song from the show too. ;D

BYE YA~!

Super tired

2008-08-30T14:16:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was super tired lah! Did super many things especially the stock checking is the most tedious part. Moving things in and out not only once, but MORE than once! When the teachers said can you all move the instruments out and check again? We were like not again...

Throughout the process very fun! Ee Feng barked and the 3 or 4 teachers over there thought there was a real dog in the studio. Their expression super funny! =D

We even ended up discussing about BOTAK JONES. Haha... Not only that but all kind of food that's delicious. So tempting.

The concert was somehow interesting when the sec 3s were performing. Too bad, the sound system not that good or else it will be much better.

Stock checking took 2 and half hrs! Started at around 10am and ended around 12.30pm. Cool right? Didn't went back to primary school. Even though many had asked me to go.

After that, taxi-ed to JE. Rush of time, divided by 3, quite afforadable. Went to K-box. Met Yijun and friends over there. Opposite room only.

Sang many songs with sinpei, vivian and maybelline.
Sang 遇见 with yijun.
Sang 过敏，你的微笑 and 屋顶 with limin.

When I reached home, totally restless. Can see me and vivan very tired towards the end at KBox. Immediately bathed, dinner, do all necessary stuffs and off to bed.

Never had I been so exhausted before. Yesterday was really fun.

Pictures taken yesterday at Kbox. Quite dark cause someone say my flash too bright. But isn't flash suppose to be bright? If not why is it call flash? LOL.

Obviously it's me and sinpei.

Guess whose finger is it!

Today no GuZheng lesson! Happy, cause another week for me to practice. Haha... Still need to memorise. I can't do that in such a short time!

So I will be free today! Finally...

Sense of urge

2008-08-28T22:18:00.003+08:00

Don't know why, but I'm looking forward to tomorrow. Maybe because of the activities. The concert, after school going to kbox with sinpei(MOST PROBABLY)! Yah, hooray, yohoo~!

Tomorrow shall be a super fun day! XD

This week lesson is super ultra messy. We have like almost 2 period of the same subject like chemistry. Or request of swap of period. One word to describe, CHAOTIC. Timetable is not even needed if things were to carry on like this. Cause every teacher say,"Don't have textbook? Nvm, just listen can already"

This always happen when teachers are absent.

Finally last week of school. Holiday starts next week! Should I be happy or sad? Three days back school?!

Recalling back this week. Can't remeber any significant things. But is a fun week. Enjoyed it!

CO today was sort of fun to me? In such a way that next week wouldn't be boring to me anymore. Cause the conductor promise to give us some practice that is kind of challenging. At least something to keep me in occupy! =) Practice that song until sianz liao lor. However I shall do a better job.

Ee Feng interested to go for bass exam? Kinda like shock when she ask me if I also want so we can go together.
Hahaha...
It's very inconvenient to have that at home. Super ultra big lah. As quoted from the conductor cause you must at least have it to practice.

I'm more interested in other instrument. =D

Tomorrow celebration, a relax/slack day. And I finally make a decision of whether to go back to primary school or go out.
After I ponder over it like for a few days!
Okay, I know it's quite long =P

Decision made: Go out!

Lazy!

2008-08-22T22:37:00.003+08:00

Seriously, I really don't feel like blogging. But somehow have to revive this place. Always only have the time during weekend.

Anw let's do a week review. Unfortunately, I only remember only from Thursday onwards. So...

THURS
We have PE in the rain!!! Damn fun. Although our team lose ALL. AND I MEAN ALL!!! ALL THE WAY! Believe it or not. Don't know how many time have we walk across the field. Hahaha... Nvm, it's the experience that we seldom get that's fun.

How often can you play in the rain in school?

Later in the afternoon had CO. At least there's some improvement. Not like the last practice.

Overall, it's a super ultra fun day!!! =)
******

TODAY!
Short day as usual. Ususally the day I'm looking forward to. Cause it's finally FRIDAY!!! It's weekend! Yohoooooo...!!

Went to WM Mac after sch. Damn funny eating with them.
******

Hmm... tomorrow still need to attend a don't know what concert.
ARGH!
Many things to do tomorrow also! Tooo many till I don't know how to allocate my 24hrs.
Heard that the principal is also going?!

Anw, tomorrow shall be a very long and busy and tired day bah!

Mood-lesss

2008-08-15T20:39:00.002+08:00

CT over but not officially yet. There's still AMath CT in another few more weeks? I don't know, didn't take note of the topics+date either. So totally clueless but only know that there is such thing.

Got back Chinese and Math CT. Quite pleased with it but as predicted, my chinese still drop. Somehow, I'm determine to put in effort and improve on it. At least up to where my standard suppose to be. Hopefully bah! =)

Went to NTU today to the hua yi guan. A little bit quite boring but at least learn a little thing. Mdm Chia really like to shoot damn lot of photo. Is like for every place you go, she will surely take! Take till we were sianz liao lor~

In the end leave the group and went around the NTU searching for canteen since DanShan and MeiLing both didn't have lunch and were very hungry. Asked the students there but in the end found our own way there! Just somehow! Hahaha... =D

Food there was damn cheap, serving just nice and wide variety. Since we were wearing school uniform, somehow I sense that everyone is like looking at us lor! Went to buy milk tea, quite nice though.

At the bus stop was packed with people. Luckily, the 179 came a lot at one time. And I suppose this is how the life of those UNIVERSITY student is.

My Dad bought a new set of Hong Kong drama series and feel like watching it but total 40 episodes. Don't wish that I will be addicted to it and sit in front of the TV for the whole day...

ANYONE INTERESTED TO WATCH A-MEI CONCERT?

无法自拔，我还是不能控制我自己。

veron: ya lor, damn funny when you said it lah! I'm even laughing now... LOL.
limin: precisely, mummy 2 is nicer but mummy 3 is also quite exciting though
limin:haha... i get it
zm: yup. Why? Interested arh? haha... jkjk =)

here i am

2008-08-09T16:31:00.002+08:00

Really don't have the mood to study. How?
Next week is common test already! Sure die de lah!

Spend the whole morning watching TV. Now surfing the net.
I'm really bored.

Shall study later on or I will be wasting this whole long weekend.

Anyone interested to go for a-mei's concert? I feel like going leh... Still considering but anyway if you're interested, please inform me. =)
However, I think neither of you will.

National Day!!!

2008-08-08T22:52:00.003+08:00

It's National Day tomorrow!!! Which means that it shall be a loooong weekend! :D Have been looking to this loooong weekend for quite sometime alr. But it seems like I cannot use it to get my sleep back but to STUDY FOR COMMON TEST

Believe it, it's just next week only...
And I shall JIAYOUs, so is everyone else! ;D

Anw today NDP celebration is so-so~ Frankly speaking, I only enjoy band performance. Cheer competition was like "Har? What you talking?"
Hardly a thing can be heard.
Ended with some games stuff?

After which had chemistry test. I STONE
Realised that I can hardly do any of the MCQs! Started to get nervous.
At least afterwards, I start to calm down and manage to get some questions done. Hopefully, I can pass this test.
PLEASE~!

Planned to go to JE with sinpei. In the end met yijun, veron,limin,liying at the bus stop and all went together. =)
Watched The Mummy. Super nice.

I scared yijun in the dimly light toilet and she jumped! Damn funny. Actually hesitated at first cause she opened the door so sloooow and I thought she would have know that I would scare her. Since you saw no one, you must have been be mentally prepared.

Who knows, you still jump. Hahaha...
Okay, I know I sound so mean and bad.

After movie bused home. Slept for 2 hours and now, I'm finally energetic!

:((

2008-08-01T22:46:00.003+08:00

Today was definitely not a very good day to me. Super many things to do.
Don't wish to say much but someone attitude reeeaaaaaaallllyy pissed me off. I regretted, if I know that it will be you, I would have accepted and not reject. Sometimes, i really feel like telling you off.

I'm in the middle of no where, struggling.

Attitude pissed me off the most. And I just don't like those that always don't have the courage, needs someone there to go along. 我就是看不顺眼。

You may not agree with me but this my opinion.

Anw, Tuesday was a super ultra funnnyyyy day. Have you ever see a joke about donating money??

Hahaha... I will tell you one. And I promise it will be super funny. =)
Went WM with sinpei that day. Saw those peole playing instrument so she donate some coins to them. I thought I don't have small change so didn't donate. Went to popular to buy her book. She has $12 but the book cost about I think 20cents more. Then she said,"zao zhi dao jiu bu yao juan gei ta men le!". So I searched my wallet and found that I've lots of change and lend 20cents to her. Funny right?

hahaha... I'm still laughing while typing now lor and I laugh like mad when she said should not have donated. Never see someone that need the money more after donating. ahahaha...=)

Gets to know the meaning of friends. What true friend is to me is a trust. Not a one that always asking about ______. IRRITATING, KAYS? I wouldn't mind if it's break like this casue it's annoying.

Maybe I will look forward to a new environment? i dk

在太阳下我们等了好久的车
让时间拉长了影子
也许我们一直是很好的朋友
你也是这样想吗

常常不知所措的想
好想跟你好好说话
我们的世界可能有时差
真的感受你对我好
而我也都知道
很想大声的说我很想念

你原来在我身边
我却一直没发现
想在一起的画面
瞬间胜过永远
我会陪在你身边
梦会实现在这个季节
我看着你看着
原来你在我身边

It just feel strange without for that all along the things that 've been through are ~~that i've never thought of that it will ever happen.~~ a total DREAM to me but it's actually reality.

Craving~

2008-07-27T17:05:00.003+08:00

Have a sudden crave for a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot..... of things!!!Super many things I want. Even,
Heehee... Maybe too greedy?
FBTs~

Lime green is nice lor, sinBei!
haha... I know you always view my blog, but don't know why, somehow you won't tage de. Why arh??
LOL
opps...

Tomorrow start of schooooll again. SIGH.
At least I'm able to go through the 1st week by my own. How will the rest be like?
I still find something is missing everyday. All seems like a dream, even though it's just a few weeks ago. Truly missing it.
Will there be another time again?
I wish.

Just finish chiong-ing my geo homework. Left english summary and revison for tests!!! I find that I can actually multi-taskng at the same time while doing homework. In the sense of besides thinking how to do, my thoughts suddenly develope into other things to think about.

And I realise how can we've not seen each other before. Maybe we really did but just that we didn't notice only. Maybe...

Lots of test next weekkk...
Btw this week thurs CO was fun! =) Just like a mini orchestra. Or rather a trial session.

My craving~!

i'm super tired

2008-07-20T22:16:00.003+08:00

Please tell me what I can do.
Feel like there's a lot of things for me to do tomorrow. But somehow, I know I will feel something is missing. The kind where I'm already use to it.

It's time to let go.
It's time to adapt to the new environment.
毕竟能撑到现在已经算是很幸运了！
而人也应该要学会知足常乐。

Nvm....
I'm tired le. Tired of...
I wonder how will tomorrow be? Will it be better?
Hope so.
我应该还会怀念之前那些日子吧！

I know I'm silly at times, but not everything can be help.
Today when I saw, I really have a impulse to rush over.
Cause I don't know when will there be a next time.

I find that I enjoy talking to DanShan the other day during CO, or rather after. Leaning against the mirror, totally relax. Nobody bothers, nobody disturb. We talk about almost everything and I can tell her almost everything. A good listener indeed.

I love this new song; changed a new one! =)

Cheat my feelings

2008-07-17T22:46:00.002+08:00

Supposely to have 2 tests today -- SS and AMath.
Somehow both were postponed. People should be happy right? I'm happy! I've spent the whole of last night, studying for the test and now it's postponed?!
WASTE MY EFFORT!!!

If not I would be able to sleep early and not be so sleepy today!
Btw someone said I look tired this morning. Do I?

Currently trying to concentrate on the dun noe what chinese storybook. Tomorrow got test! I've never touch it before...

Read halfway, have a sudden urge to blog. Perhaps the book is really toooooo BORING.

The horoscope for this week is not accurate lor.
Okays, it's random. I've a habit to read weekly horoscope. Seems like this week one is not that right...

Anyway, tomorrow...
*sigh*

SPA TOMORROW!!

2008-07-15T21:52:00.002+08:00

It's SPA tomorrow. Not quite worry but I'm only afraid that I can't understand the instructions. Since most of them said it's a little bit quite hard to understanding.

Anw, it all just depend on luck?
Whether if you get the question.

Yesterday pass quite fast. Today was a little draggy. Especially after recess.
After school matrix test was totally a blackout for me. I calculated the marks I can get for the test before handing up. Guess what? Those I'm confident is total adds up to...
9/20.
Sad right? 1 more mark...
Hope i'm able to pass. At least there will be 1 answer mark awarded bah?
ARGH. This frustrating. I thought it will be a easy test. Seems like I underestimate it. Or well, I didn't memorise the terms.
超级气死人！！！ Hmph

Hope I'm prepare for...
Although I know I may not be able to adapt. For it has been like this for a few months already.
Few more days, last few days left

Complicated

2008-07-12T19:45:00.002+08:00

Today didn't went for primary school openhouse. Cause I'm too lazy and it's almost the same every year.
Since I didn't went, people start saying things. Several possibilities why i didn't go. Annoying you know.

That sueyi still sms to ask me if i've a stead? No link can? Then she say ____ told ____ and ____. And they told her. How come got such things arh? I also don't know about it and you all came up with the story. So funnyyy. haha...
LOL.

And the answer to her question is "No, I don't have!"

Anw, SPA is just next week and I just realise it. So fast and I can't find any experiment related to that topic yet! Nvm, just follow the instruction and do whatever is require.

Tomorrow go esplanade for concert lor! Shall be a long day bah...

I find the lyrics of this song very meaningful.

你问在我心中
是否还苦恼
那次受伤
否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照
我一切都好
一个人不算困扰

爱虽然很美妙
却不能为了寂寞
又陷了泥沼

爱要耐心等待
仔细寻找
感觉很重要
宁可空白了手
等候一次
真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上
一定会遇到
对的人出现在眼角

那次流过的泪
让我学习到
如何祝福如何转身不要
在眼泪体会到
与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要是一种对照

爱虽然很美妙
却不能为了寂寞
又陷了泥沼

爱要耐心等待
仔细寻找
感觉很重要
宁可空白了手
等候一次
真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上
一定会遇到
对的人出现

能愿意为了一份爱付出去多少
然后得到多少并不计较
当我想清楚的时候
我就算已经准备好
放手去爱
海阔天高
喔--- 耶----

爱要耐心等待
仔细寻找
感觉很重要
宁可空白了手
等候一次
真心的拥抱
我相信在世界上
一定会遇到
对的人出现

爱要耐心等待
仔细寻找
感觉很重要
宁可空白了手
等候一次
真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上
一定会遇到
对的人出现

again another day

2008-07-09T22:54:00.002+08:00

Another day is over again.
Yesterday was like so dramatic while today feel like in a dream. I don't know what to say but yesterday that song came at the right time. Unbelievable.

Today first lesson, teacher jiu not there le! Very good =)
The work given is super ultra difficult.
Carried on with the day. Normal, normal.
Chemistry remedial did SPA. I was able to complete crystallisation!
I did kept the crystals!! So nice and it's of my favourite colour, BLUE!
LOL.

Tomorrow got PE. Sianz..... I don't want.

Youth Day!!

2008-07-07T14:51:00.002+08:00

Finally, a day that I can rest after 2 weeks of school! =)

HAPPY YOUTH DAY!!

Woke up early. Started doing my homework and spent almost 2 hours to complete my history assignment which I have just finished. Power right? Take so long to do.
Actually in between, stone a while, walk in and out of my room(don't know why) and walk to kitchen to see whether there's anthing I can eat. Since my mum is out and she promised she will buy lunch back and now she's not even back yet.

Stomach is groaning now. Super hungry. Think my mum is back, heard door opening.

Got to eat my lunch now and it's once again school tomorrow!
BYE!

Time management

2008-07-02T23:00:00.003+08:00

Really quite busy now. Why?
Cause I'm currently msning+smsing+doing homework+listening to music.

Is like when the message come, I have to reply and msn and must also reply. Can't cope. People reply so fast? Wonder how they can do that?
LOL.

Anyway today Chemistry test postpone to next week!!! Hooray! =)
But I spend the whole night studying. Waste my time.

Now I ask whether there will be a physcis test? Some say yes and some say no. Not aware of it?? So how?
I didn't bring the book home and if there's a test, I'm gonna fail it.
T.T

Plus I also don't understand. Even study on the spot might not help. Been wasting this afternoon sleeping+ watching TV.

Got to rush finish my homework and pray that there will be no physcis test tomorrow.
But there's going to be SS sbq test. Sigh.

Laziness

2008-06-24T22:21:00.003+08:00

How can I be not that lazy?? I plan to on the computer just to finish the Geograpghy research but in the end, I went to play games, catch up with my drama and...

So now, my Geograpghy research is still undone. Or can be said that I did did some. Just the location of the river and the sources. That's all!
I just can't concentrate on what I'm suppose to do.

Anyway, today school is slack. 2 free periods!!! Can you believe it? I've not have free periods for like don't know how long already. Luckily, I've used this time wisely to catch up with my homework.
*PHEW*

Stayed back for the enrichment thingy again. Quite interesting today.

Isn't saying hi to each other when you meet a courtesy? But you just give me that look that make me fed up with you and don't wish to even say hi anymore.
~~Seriously, I regret.~~ Somehow, I don't know why I really don't know what you want, think and feel. Sometimes can talk along very well and say hi but now is like totally... I hate that look that you give, jiu shi hen qian bian de look

Today the situation is totally very awkward. I wish I did not hear anything better if I'm not there.

Timetable out!

2008-06-20T12:30:00.002+08:00

New timetable is out le. Seems like like not much changes except for CME which is predictable. I just don't like the new timetable cause it's like we are seeing same teacher twice a day!
Oh my, I can't bear with this.

Currently ispl-ing. Trying to chiong finish as later still going out and I think this weekend may not be free to complete doing it.
I've been not using this holiday wisely. Now that I find out that I still need more time to finish all the ispl.

THINGS TO BE COMPLETED
Geo project
Chinese project( think we will simply do)
English essay
hmm... anymore? I think that should be it.

I'M LAZY, LAZY, LAZY.

Finally changed song le! =)
His voice is nice and powerful.

Boring...

2008-06-18T18:30:00.002+08:00

I'm bored! What can I do???
Totally gave up on ispl after completing few pages of the English package. Just don't feel like doing it.

But it's just 4 more days to school reopen!
Should I be happy or sad? I think 50-50.

Cause I'm too bored that I changed blogskins but I still prefer the old one! Enjoy changing skins, think its fun. Somehoe I edited some parts again. Aww.... this has already become a habit of mine to edit people's skin to suit me.
*Shrug*

Saw Miss Yu yesterday.
Saw a stranger yesterday that I find very familiar. Not only that, but I've seen the person 2 times in a day. One morning, one evening and it's at 2 completely different places.
How weird!

BORED! BORED! BORED! School reopening soooooonnnn....

Random

2008-06-17T16:51:00.003+08:00

Dogs are cute isn't it? Dogs are adorable!

Okay, I know it's very very very random.

But I can't concentrate on my work! Was doing research on the Geo project and halfway through, I get fed up and don't want to do anymore.
How can I concentrate? Everytime I do something, I will end up thinking about other things. I totally can't stop that. Somehow, everytime it always make me think about the past.

And I think this year term 2 is great.
Many things happened during this period.

I started to miss many many things. How I wish I can have a second chance to amend the things that I regret doing or wish to do.

If I have the chance, everything will be perfect right? However, nothing is perfect in this world.

Eww...!

2008-06-17T13:18:00.002+08:00

Was gana scared by lizards yesterday night. Don't wish to elaborate how but I can say that I finally know which specific insects I'm scared of. LIZARDS!!!

I HATE LIZARDS THE MOST!!!
They are so digusting, it just makes me fall uncomfortable.
And @%%@#^*^*%&*&%_&%$$%&*%^$#%&^$&$&*%#^%&%%%#$&*^!

Send my locker key to make another new pair since wx lost hers. In the end, by just looking at it you can tell that both look exactly different. Wonder it can even open. Will have to wait till school reopens then get to try. I think that 80% it can't open cause it's really really really not the same.

Nothing more to blog le...
Surf the net and see what I can do.
I'm too lazy to continue my ispl although Geo project haven't even started?! English still half done, compo still haven't plan what to do. Chinese project wish can hack care.

Har?! Still left so many, how I wish I can don't do le.

Revive

2008-06-15T14:27:00.002+08:00

Have a sudden urge to revive this place cause after seeing the previous entry, it's like the start of the month. Whereby now, it's already mid June!

Holiday is coming to an end. All the ispl are ALMOST done. Not fully completed yet but at least there are some. English the only one left untouch. Well, maybe will have to try and touch it later this week.

New phone has some problem so send it for repair but I forget to backup some of the things and now it's lost...
How blur am i!!! T.T
Anyway, nvm it's just something but not really important.
If it's meant to be lost, maybe better things will come.

Saw so many people use the same model as me but why I so unlucky get the one that's with problem?? 真倒霉! But luckily manage to get replacement.

Gonna enjoy the last week of holidays!!! Before another nightmare begins. Hahaha... =)

其实一直都在错过。

Phone CHANGED

2008-06-01T19:57:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went for band concert. Quite nice.
People are very high last night too.Shouted encore for quite a few times. Till the band perform until they have really nothing to play again.

Oh yah!
I've changed my phone!!! =))
All of a sudden my dad ask me want a new phone? Of course everyone anwers will be a YES right? So I got to change. Haha...
But no matter how I change my phone, I will still maintain my tradition. That is to still choose Nokia phones as my first choice. I'm use to it already.

ISPL~

2008-05-27T16:09:00.002+08:00

My holidays are fill with ISPL. -__-
And it's like how thick the whole stack is with 11 set of package from various subjects and on average, each subject has at least 10pages and above.

How great is this school!! Never forgetting to keep us in study even though it's HOLIDAY!!
*puke*

Anyway, started doing chemistry first. I follow all those instruction stated in it and read every necessary thing. Yet, most of the blanks are still unfilled. How pathetic.

Spend my whole morning in school yesterday as there's CO and another half of the afternoon to have lunch. Only manage to settle down to do my Math during the night. Finally, I've finished 1 set of Math ISPL out of 4. Although, some questions I don't know how to do left it blank But this is an achievement! =)

Gonna continue to chiong finish my ispl cause I still want my holiday. However, I left most of my textbook at school. =(
I forget to brought it home yesterday...
Have to wait till Thursday where there is chemistry remedial and CO.

Since remedial time clash with CO practice, I won't get to go. CO attendence is getting more pathetic as time pass by. *Sigh*

Time is precious

2008-05-19T19:53:00.003+08:00

FINALLY,
I finished my English composition!! After for dunno how many hours I've been online.

Always told myself to complete the task that I'm suppose to complete before switching on my computer. But always ended up doing other stuff and later, I will find out it's too late and start to struggle with it.

And that's what happen to me just a few hours ago!

And what's the other stuff I've been doing? That is to re-edit this skin. I know that I really like to edit other people blogskins. But sorry, my hand is just tooooooo itchy! =)

I love this skin so much. Although it's not originally created by me. But I just love the pictures that follow you when you are scrolling!! =))

I finally able to make the links for the navigations! Been struggling with it and trying it out for hours. My effort is at least paid off.
Hahaha...

I'm so happy that my new created blogskins got 9 comment. Okay..., not tooo many but it's an archievement. To me. It's quite simple so if any one care to comment, I'm already contented. Cause there ain't any pictures at all. But there's my favourite colour, BLUE! =D

For the navigations for this blogskins, I know you guys are very clever that I trust that you all can find it. It's damn obvious right?

At least, the clever Limin manage to find it!!! ;D
*clap clap*

School tomorrow! It's like finally, something to do. Oh, it's a tie day and yogesh is leaving tomorrow. =(
Don't quite know him, but at least he's part of our class. It's always sad when people are leaving. T.T

It's been long

2008-05-18T20:57:00.004+08:00

Okay... I now it's been long since I blog.

Anyway, gotten back all the result and I FAILED my chinese!! Can you believe it that I scored 28 out of 70??!! And till now I have not tell my parents any of my result =D

Since they don't even ask and I shall remain silent!
*shshsh*

Running through this whole week, nothing much happen but during Chemistry SPA, I broke a burette. So need to pay $2. T.T
Should careful next time round but I'm not the only one! Believe it or not, I broke another thing on that day. That's my ruler but I did it deliberately since I have a new one and I really feel like breaking something. Of course, I did not broke the burette purposely and it's like so expensive although I only pay 2 bucks. Cause the school heavily subsidised! Haha...

I just know today that Veron also broke her bowl on that day. Coincidence? Or is that day, 15th May 2008 known as breaking day?? Hmm...

FRIDAY
Only attended one lesson on that day, and that is MATH. For the entire day, out of 4 lesson we only have one! How lucky are we!! =)

Today went to complete chemistry, the e-learning work with veron and at least we already completed 2. The rest will leave it to her bah!! XD So left with English compo.

Tomorrow no school, so sad. I rather go to school than staying at home and rot. Cause...
Enjoy the last holiday for this term! Holiday is coming, and my mum is forcing me to go back to Malaysia which I don't want!! HELP!! =(

如果不是因为当初的一切，如今会是怎么样？两年，真的想不到，原来就只在那而已。

Finally...

2008-05-08T15:05:00.002+08:00

EXAMINATIONS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER!!! =D

It's the time that I can finally rest after don't know how many weeks of my studying. At least finally, I'm free!!

Today came to school at normal time although chem paper only starts at 9++am. And it's damn weird when attending assembly cause it's only sinpei and I. Only the 2 of us in the row. Miss Koe was like so your class only got 2 of you only?? Damn malu de.

Chem paper was okay, not too difficult not too easy. Just something went wrong with my nose. When the paper start, I started having running nose. So I was sniffing while doing the paper. But once the paper end, my nose is back to normal again! Weird.

And I think that my sniffing is quite loud. Sorry, to disturb the others around me if you all cannot concentrate! *SNIFF SNIFF*
OPPS!

Now it's time to enjoy! Exams over! Tomorrow no school, monday e-learning(sianz). Saw those homework that have already been posted up. I rather go to school then stayingat home and do research, reflection and some whatever. It's gonna be BORING

She ROCKZ!!!

2008-05-07T15:53:00.003+08:00

張惠妹你是愛我的

Her singing rocks!! She really can sing very well, just like those recorded in her album. No differance at all. Bravo!! =)

Okay, I know maybe some will not find it surprising that I praise her cause she's known for her good voice but I think I'm addicted to her singing already!! Oh no! =P
LOL!

This song is so nice, everything is nice. The background music especially with them playing live, her voice and...

More to be place under miscellaneous. Enjoy! ;D

Oh ya, LAST PAPER TOMORROW!! =))
Let's celebrate, whoots~~! Hooray, yohooooooooo.....!!

Coincidence

2008-05-06T18:21:00.003+08:00

This songs really describe my thoughts. Watched before the movie 'Turn Left Turn Right'? Both of them always tend to miss each other even though they are always very near to each other.

Too much coinicidence. Some cannot be explained.

Ever expereince one before?
Always wondering how on earth have we been living for that in the future, we then learnt about the truth.

Reflect back to the times when I'm in sec 1. The first time I get to know you. Sec 2, you came quite a few times. But all along, we just don't know each other quite well. It's just that we've met each other before.

Till now or rather this year, we then really know each other. The time we first learnt about the truth, we were all shocked. Seriously, I can't even imagine that. For that don't know how many times we had met before.

Maybe we have saw each other before but we just don't know that in the future we may get to know each other, or maybe not even once. Although it's been many years.

Even till now, I am still thinking that the possibility is high but somehow, maybe it's like what peole say, 时辰未到, it's not the time yet.

At least now, it's the right time! ;D

Weird.

2008-05-06T16:32:00.002+08:00

Time really past very fast. 2 more weeks to holiday. Somehow I'm not looking forward to it. Thinking again, I'm already in 3E1 for about 6 months already! Wow,time flies!

Just feel so weird that I'm not in school today for it's neither a public holiday or any school event, marking days etc. I feel so bored. Don't even feel like touching my textbook early in the morning.Maybe even now.

But sooner or later, I will have to. If not, I will just have to wait and see that I flunk my Physics. Or I don't even need to wait and see, i think I already fail my paper 2!

Last 2 paper left!! WOOHOO!! =D

NO

2008-05-05T23:27:00.003+08:00

If you ever wonder why do I always post around this time, I finally find the reasons!
I'M JUST TOO LAZY TO BLOG. Everytime when I'm online, I will do some blog surfing and around the internet. If I get sick and tired of it, I will simply just shut down the computer. So this is why you don't always see me updating! =)

Finally, AMaths and Geo is over!!! HOORAY! And btw, the rest are just MCQs. =D

At first I'm not confident in AMath, cause I didn't study finish my chpt4, logarithms(did i even spell it correctly?) which is about 40% of the paper. Luckily, all my past knowledge still stay inside my head!

I missed the lift this morning. Guess what, this time the lift comes too early. It take such a long time for the next one.

Oh ya, I finally understand my modules(correct again?)! Which is like just before the exam, 1 hour before it. All thanks from the notes given by MR TAN.

Didn't expect that he will prepare, for that I just said I don't understand and he offered help, explain part of it and told me to wait till today?! Anyway, really helped a lot and the questions look almost alike.

Geo paper is like I focus so much on plate movement and in the end come up all those which I didn't focus much on.

What is relief arh? What examples can I quote for rift valley arh?

Sure die de lah! All my memories like lost, questions whereby tell me to quote examples, I just can't remember any. Maybe only 1? Which is THE THREE GORGES DAM.

After school, Sin Pei and I were like go home nothing to do so came up with our WASTING TIME PLAN. That is to wonder around WM. Never had I come to WM that frequent. So shop for Miss Yu farewell present.
She's leaving, so sad. T.T Will miss your interesting lessons!! =)
*sniff, sniff*

Time passed very fast and we have successfully wasted our time!! LOL.

For which those this morning told me don't know how early they can get to go back home after their AMath paper. Now it's my turn to say this to you. Right, twin?

No school tomorrow!! I pity those bio and lit students who will need to report back to school, early in the morning tomorrow whereby I'm still sleeping in my bed at that time. Envious eh?

Hahaha... jkjk lah!

Anyway, gonna get enough sleep for that it's been such a long time where I really get to rest!

Slacking at the moment

2008-05-02T23:35:00.004+08:00

FINALLY, all the major papers are over and left with most importantly AMath and Geo. At least Chem and Physics paper 1 is MCQ so at least can ticam, ticam one right? Hahaha... There sure will be one correct answer but it depends on your luck whether you guess the correct one! ;D

And I don't believe that we still have listening compre??!! So sianz...

Today after paper went to WM just don't feel like going home. Anyway there is also nothing for me to do. I don't want to study right after my paper has just over. Maybe at least tomorrow late afternoon bah... And I haven't started on my Geo yet!! Oh no...

Came home at around 3 plus. Slack around, stoning. It's extrememly boring you know.

My block lift really very strange. It will automically come to the particular floor whereby no one pressed for it. Weird right?

And I just realised it this morning. I just wanted to press for the lift when it suddenly came one, empty. Then was like thinking, wow the lift know when I want to take the lift. So entered and reached the ground floor. Was shocked. Guess what, sometimes I think that this lift really have motive behind it. If not why so zhun, at the right timing sia.

Anyway this is not a ghost story but maybe it's coincidence? Or perhaps affinity?

AND I'M JUST LOOKING FORWARD WHEN EXAMS ARE OVER!!!
Or else I will get nag everytime when I'm not being seen at home studying during exam period. I know it's for my own good when you told me that but you also good don't help me. Nvm, I can manage by myself but thanks for the small help you offered when you know I have problems. =)

CO

2008-04-25T18:28:00.003+08:00

Came across this when searching for some songs on imeem. It curious me so haveheard it.

Erm...
Not helping their school to advertise but to share.

If you want to hear, it's quite soft even if you turn to the loudest so I will advise that your surrounding must be very quiet when listening. =)

It's such a long time

2008-04-25T17:49:00.008+08:00

After one whole week of busy school days I'm tired. Very indeed. Exams are nearing and of course we will have tonnes of homework and till now, all are half completed. Now, I will have to put them a side and focus on revising. But problem is, I've to finished all this up after SA which is quite a lot. T.T

Help me!!

Can you believe that I just started revising yesterday?
Most doesn't.
Jusy why don't you believe? I really then start to settle down yeaterday and finished 1 + 1/2 chapters of Physics. Which means that I still got a lot more to go. And lot more subjects too!

*SIGH*

Can say that I have finished my revision for AMath and Math as there's been so many test last few weeks. So left humanities and sciences.

This week is such a terrible week. Don't wish to say anymore. I really have no idea how long this will going to be but I still got lots more to say.

However, it's still fair and all time spent is worthwhile even though in the end didn't really turn out as I wish. Was quite disappointed at first but when I managed to saw, it makes me wonder.

But at least miracle does happens! =)

JIAYOUs

for the coming SA1!!!

Sometimes I really think that I'm too silly.Thought everything will goes as what I think.This proves me wrong. Well, maybe once in a while.

It's a weekend!!

2008-04-18T18:40:00.004+08:00

IT'S A WEEKEND TODAY!!

HOORAY!! =)

I passed my A Math test! Which was quite unexpected and shocking. I thought I will fail. The test is like so damn difficult.

Anyway, I PASSED Yipee!

And is it true that if you know the formula you will pass A Math?
I think it's not.
Maybe it apply only to the 'smart' one.

Nowadays, homework are getting lesser. Which is a good thing! So I have plenty of time to spend. Hahaha...

Recently, get back in touch with many people. But just wondering, why does people don't always treasure the times at the moment but at a much later time when realise that it's so valuable.

High expectation= Huge disappointment =(
But already expected part of it.

Failing

2008-04-17T19:58:00.003+08:00

I failed my physics test!!

And Miss Punitha still choose me to go for NSW next tuesday??!!

I think I'm gonna fail my AMath test today too. T.T
It's so hard, saw the first question I'm already stuck there. I was thinking how am I suppose to save the a and b out. In the end all stuck on one side. But with some +- steps, I manage to at least get some sensible number.

Total failed test: Chinese + Physics
=2
2+ 1 more incoming AMath test= 3??

Actually got to stay back in school for oral but teacher didn't come!
HOORAY!!

So got to go home quite early. And it's very early.
Hahaha... =)

Miracle do happen!

2008-04-15T20:29:00.004+08:00

Believe in miracle? I believe. An example had been shown to me. =)

Actually I was ~~hoping~~ looking forward for it but didn't literally think that it will really happen. Been many years and it have not happen but today it HAPPENS!
Finally get to meet and I've been thinking why all along for so many years not even once but now I finally understand. The differance.

I'M SO HAPPY TODAY!!

=)

hahaha...

But today I was really shock, I could clearly remember the scene. Act so real lah! There will be another chance and improvement...

Still wishing for more miracle to happen. May today history be repeated. In between, there is still lack of something. The familiarisation. The topic. Perhaps today you also know about it.

Torture

2008-04-14T21:29:00.002+08:00

Attending study skills workshop is a TORTURE
TORTURE
TORTURE!!!

It's such a waste of time and money whereby I can spend my time doing much USEFUL things!!

Tomorrow 2 tests. OMG. Still struggling.

And yah, I FAILED my first time ever chinese test in my whole school life!!! Unbelievable. Miss by just 1 mark only.

1 mark!

Somtimes I just thinks that it is not always fair or maybe yes. But under certain circumstances. Well, have to accept it.
Frankly speaking, I feel that fate is playing with me. If it want to fulfill my wish it will or does some unexpected things that I don't really wish for. If I STRONGLY want to make my wish comes true, it will not goes as I want.

In summary, things normally goes the opposite direction as what I want. :(

=)

2008-04-12T23:45:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was quite erm... fun?!

Friday was a very short day. Had physics test during recess and i think i'm dead. All those i studied had gone down to drain. T.T
Nvm then.

As normal i'm dreaming during SS lesson. So damn boring can. Then i scanned across the classroom, and you know what i saw? Most of the people were copying things shown on the screen. Expected, my partner also did.

Finally, sch was over. Went to beauty world to get the cloth for the co notice board. Spent the whole afternoon decorating. An unlucky start. The glass pane of the notice board fell and broke. All thx to those ncc guys especially keneth, yk and jeremy who helped to sweep up the mess. ;DD

Since the new vice-chair,rongxiang know that most of us haven't eat as the canteen sold out of food??!! So he went out to buy some snacks for us then we all share. Free leh... But thx anyway!!!

Teacher provided us with relevant pictures and all those pictures can dated back to 1999!! Saw the '99 and '01 SYF photo. Everyone was like so curious and obviously this includes me. All thsoe seniors look sooooooo 'young'. Can see that they change a lot from now. From tall to short. From fat to slim. Hahaha...

Time really flies when we almost complete part of the decoration. it was already time for aac le. So sit at the side to see the dry-run of the parade then went home le.

Today slack again...
just did my math hw and spend rest of my time doing irrelevant thing. Another day wasted.

Restless

2008-04-10T20:18:00.002+08:00

Today had 2.4 run. Was so damn tiring almost wanted to give up but hx Veron for encouraging me and accompanying during the last round.=)
After the run I was like totally restless, don't feel like talking and do much actions cause I really don't have the energy to do so.
Walked back to class for physics and along the way I think you are too tall that you don't notice people around you de lor
Actually got test de but she wanted to go through the TYS so psotpone to tomorrow recess??!! Next came compre test was relatively easy...

Chem really feel like sleeping. I actually do not have the mood to study after reccess le. So keep staring outside then have a sudden urge to get out of the class and stop studying!!! Maybe really have too much things to do alr that I really wish time could stop and turn back to those times that I enjoyed.

After sch saw him and talked. Told me that going to the class and rush them for hw but i think fail cause the class is empty. Hahaha... finally know that being a teacher is not easy le bah!
co today is mainly just do some admin stuff not much of practice. But get to eat free chips cause got senior come back and bought for us. ;D

Maybe too dependent but i know that one day,you will leave and it will all depend on me. It's just my luck that we are able to meet. So i'm trying to be independent now. Althought once in a while we may meet again. :)

Confuse

2008-04-09T19:07:00.002+08:00

It's such a long time since I post. Was very busy today but somehow I have a sudden urge to blog about all my thoughts recently.

Reached home a round 4++pm then went to have a little rest on my cosy bed. At that moment, it really is a relaxation. Quiet and hot afternoon, lying on the bed and listening to the radio. Was trying to relax. Staring at the ceiling, all kind of things ran through my mind.

This morning incident came to my mind. As usual board the same bus. It just happen that we alight at the same time. Wanted to cross the road, behind the bus but there was another bus so no choice walk but to walk to the front. And so happen again, walk side by side then there was *AHEM*. So is it when crossing but then told the other to walk furthur down.

Sometimes I really feel that you are pretending that you can't see what is happening to the surrounding. After everything, we really have no topics to talk about at all. At least we still say hi =)

Someday when I have the courage, I will fulfil all my wishes. I wish can still get back to those times, the time whereby you always crap.

rainy day

2008-03-24T22:14:00.002+08:00

I'm here to blog whereby I already do not have the time!! Rushing to revise my 2 tests for tomorrow and had just finish my group discussion on debate thingy. Why does so many things happen on Tuesday? Is tomorrow such an auspicious day? Going to be very very very very very BUSY tomorrow! With the study skills workshop and blah blah blah... Didn't even manage to complete my hw for today yet. Maybe tomorrow go to school then chiong.=P

Anyway I actually get to reach home early today if it didn't rain. It's really very heavy. Shared umbrella and when I reached the bus stop, I was already half-wet. AND AND our school bookshop actually flooded!! So was the road outside the school near the 77 bus stop. First the water was like normal water colour. Not long after, it changed to orangy colour like those soil colour. When cars passed by, the water will splash so we used the umbrella to block.

But I clearly remember a MERCEDES just drive through even knowing that the road is already flooded. The water splashed, and it lands on us!! Can you imagine dirty, filthy, orangy, muddy water on you? It's damn disgusting!! All thanks to this rain, it helps me clean my shoe which I didn't even wash for this week! Hahaha...

Btw feamle drivers are much more considering. They will slow down when upon seeing the water and notice that they will splash us. It's quite a fun+funny+ I really see the bbss student bond cause when the bus came, we said that no matter what, we must let all of us in the bus stop to get on the bus.

Shoe is still wet now and maybe I have no choice but to wear my new shoes.

tolerance+patience

2008-03-22T17:22:00.003+08:00

PATIENCE+TOLERANCE
is what i NEED!!

I seriously need these. I can get agitated very easily if such a simple thing you cannot do. Or when you make me repeat myself for many times.

And please, i'm NOT a bookworm. I can also stay in front of the computer the whole day but I'm only just not as addicted to it as you. Sometimes I really thinks that you have too much to say and some are unacceptable remarks.

Changed a song. I don't know how many times I have repeated this already but this song is really very nice.

Realise sometimes in life you will tend to miss something. ~~Not entirely what you can control.~~ Depending on your decision.FATED. It will happen when it's the right time.

That sounds random.

Anyway it's raining heavily and storming now.So scary. Really very loud.

COLOURFUL

2008-03-18T22:11:00.003+08:00

Find that my post is quite boring, so maybe I should add some colours to it?

School is normal today. Just that I find the datalogger training is such a waste of time. Not in terms of we did not learn anything but is the problem with the computer that delay the time!!

As REQUESTED by Veron not to blog about the *AHEM* incident but all I want to say is that it's all fated and such a coincidence!! Haha...

Some may be curious to know what happen. But too bad that I'm not allow to say...

I'm so LOOKING FORWARD to this long weekend!!
3 days no school! Hooray!! =)

LOVED

2008-03-16T22:44:00.004+08:00

I SIMPLY ♥ THIS SKIN!!

Love it loads, the background is so damn special. Love it much more after i edited it by combining 2 skins together!!;D And the GREEN is nice and lovely :)

Holidays is not going to end soon but it had already ended yesterday cause i have use the whole of today rushing to finish my homework. The biggest challeng is to complete my THREE! miserable essays.

*PHEW*

I finally finished! With all those help from various people to complete my english essay. I really have difficulties to do essay especially english essay.

Do you know why all my homework that is leftover all required to write very long?
Cause i'm lazy to write many many things when i get to enjoy times during holidays. So when it reaches days like this whereby I have no choice to do, I will have to tie myself at the table to finish 3 LONG ESSAYS!!

It's really very tiring. Maybe I should learn from this lesson and start my homework earlier so I get to enjoy later.

hmm...
quite a good idea.
considerable.
maybe next time!!

School starts TOMORROW!!!
See ya tomorrow. tomorrow gonna be a long day...

drowsy,sleepy

2008-03-14T00:17:00.008+08:00

Have been raining this few days. Feel very sleepy. Always wish for a rainy day but now I'm already sick of it and want the sun to come back! It's very inconvenient to go out especially having this type of weather.

Seems like holiday is going to end soon and I haven't even complete half of my homework!! And did I even get to enjoy my holidays? I'm packed this whole week to do all those necessary stuffs.Perhaps,it's also due to my laziness. Can't be of much help! :P

Somehow, I feel disappointed today. Maybe I have too high expectation already. Only a few more times left. After that, how high is the chances? Even though so close yet not even once we meet.

The Audition

2008-03-10T21:05:00.002+08:00

Today, went for the audition. Met up with the others at Westmall and then took cab to CCCAB. Was quite early when we reached and saw all the PRO ones there practising. Most were from very good schools and play very well. The longer time waiting for my turn, the more nervous am I.

Finally, it's my turn.The two judges were actually very kind. One helped me to adjust the bass and also corrected me when I played wrongly. But don't think I will get in cause I'm not used to the bass and somehow the bass is very hard to play. Or maybe I'm really not well-prepared.

Went back to school after that and everyone is like asking, "How's it?" Some even thought that I didn't went for it as I returned back to school quite early. Almost everyone who knows that I'm going for the audition asked. And my reply was, "Okay,okay lor!" I'm not really very confident to say how well I've done.

Audition is finally over! Don't need to worry any more le! Gotta go and get enough sleep now!

Hmm.. my name

2008-03-09T17:11:00.001+08:00

What Lee Jing Yi Means

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.

You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.

You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.

You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.

Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.

You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.

You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Found this website and was curious to try it out. And it came out that some parts of it is quite true about me.

Unbelievable!

2008-03-08T21:26:00.003+08:00

OMG!
I'm still in a state that I can't believe that my senior is staying in the same block as me and it's since Thusday that I knew about it. It's extremely unbelievable! It's such a coincidence!

When I knew about it, I was like how could it be? I said that I also live at that block! Both of us were shock and our reaction is, I didn't see you before!Imagine both of us had been staying here for like a few years already, alighting at the same floor when taking lift and have not seen each other before. Extrodinary.

Today went back for CO. Many CCA went back too. UG camp all those. Every single one of us that is going for the music camp audition is all practicing. The piece is so hard, but luckily there is teachers and senior there to teach. But I don't feel like going for it.Thinking twice, all along the senior have been teaching so hard, so if I don't at least try, all the effort will be wasted. So at least will try my best~!

X-country

2008-03-08T20:32:00.003+08:00

Yesterday X-country was quite fun. Although along the way we walk walk, run run and I managed to finish it! LoL! Was extremely tired after running,went round asking for water and sharing after I finished my own bottle of mineral water.

After that, went for lunch. Then, took bus home while some of them wanted to take MRT. Reached home, was on MSN. After about 1 hour, Akshaya and YiJun logged in and proudly told me that they walked all the way from Jurong to BB interchange. I was like are you kidding? It's a long distance. But they say the whole journey was fun and said that it's a pity that I didn't walk with them. Luckily I didn't follow them! Hahaha...

KUKUP TRIP

2008-03-02T20:47:00.003+08:00

Long time didn't update already and it seems like everything is dead.My post, tagboard blah blah blah is all dead. The only thing that is working is the web counter.

Yesterday Kukup trip is quite enjoyable.Brought my camera along but I'm too lazy to take photos. Such a waste isn't it? The only thing that I bought is a box of chocolate. It's really nice! On the way to Kukp I was sleeping but the road is bumpy and I keep banging my head against the window pane. *Ouch* It really hurts a lot. And I think that the bang is quite lot. So malu.Don't wish too elaborate any further and I'm lazy to type anymore. Those who is interested can read from others blog.

March holiday is only one more week but I think that we still need to go back for remedial bah.
*Sigh*

Another day...

2008-02-21T21:46:00.002+08:00

Okay, another common day. Nothing special happened. Oh well, maybe some funny things to share about during CO.

Actually have no mood to go for CO today. But in the end I still go!;D Did not regret it anyway. :) So during combined practice the instructor was like picking some sections to listen to. He said that they played very badly(很离谱）,then he pointed to the music scores and said they played out of the music score that is not even stated there(奏到离了那个谱了）！And so，this is what to him the so called 离谱！ We were like oh ya ya! He also said that this is how the word came about. Wow! So funny lah! Hahaha...

Though a little confusing so some may don't even get the meaning of what I'm talking about! Nvm then! But it's like really funny but also in some kind of lame.

Carried on with practice.Said that start from bar number 55. Then someone said where is 55? The instructor replied, "Behind 54 and in front of 56." I was like wow, great answer man!

Anyway, gonna learn from limin! Okay I'm a copy cat. haha...
Anyone interested to watch the CO and choir combine concert on 30th March,Sunday, 5pm at NAFA? Those interested please kindly informed me! I desperate to sell those tickets off!

CT ended!

2008-02-20T21:06:00.002+08:00

Finally, CT is finally over! Hooray!XD Today straight away after paper, the math teacher said that she will be returning our test. I was wondering what test, then she said CT. I was like isn't it too fast?! Actually she always mark work at a super hyper speed so it's not too shocking that she returned today.

I was very very CARELESS. All the mistakes I've made is all those I know how to do but just that I put something extra or something missing. Either I miss my negative sign or put in extra sign when it is not needed. ARGH! Such a pity.

Anyway today I was not even paying attention.Keep staring the scenery outside. This means that lesson is very boring.

Tomorrow another day. Looking forward to weekend!;D